finally i saidgoodbye

i know i shouldn't be sad at all..the words that i have waited for so long to hear had been said already...
i know..i should be awake now, i am so much falling in my dreams that i forgot that the time of reality is closely coming on my way now, i'm trying not to open my eyes through this reality, im forcing myself to make this dream even longer, but i just could not do it, because the one that i' am within my dream is the one who awakes me..
though it's hard, cause i've fallen deeply, i tried..and now i am here standing still letting myself feel the strength all alone, without anyone at my side..
i wanted to be happy, with whom i will be left with. families, friends who will be there to support me i my gloomy days that nearly to come.
love and laugh is all i needed now....
people i can talked with...
person who can understand the way i feel right now....
but most importantly i need myself through all of these..i just need to be strong!i just need to have a big faith and to always count on GOD above, because whatever may happen into my life and whenever there is no one who will help me i know he'll be willing to take place and guide me, take care of me..and he will take me to the right path so i could live happily ever after...

WHERE ARE YOU

Distance and time

You are always on my mind
all I do is count the days
where are you now?

I know I never let you down
I will never go away

I really wish that you'd stay but what can we do
all the days that you've been gone I dreamed about you
and I anticipate the day that you will come home, home, home

No matter how far you are
no matter how long it takes him
through distance and time
I'll be waiting

and if you have to walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
distance and time, I'll be waiting

distance and time, I'll be waiting
will you take a train, to meet me where I am
are you on your way?
I will never do anything to hurt you
I'll never live without you


I really wish that you would stay but what can we do
All the days that you've been gone I dreamed about you
and I anticipate the day that you will come home, home, home

no matter how far you are
no matter how long it takes him
distance and time,I'll be waiting
And if you have to walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
distance and time
I'll be waiting

no matter how far you are
no matter how long it takes him
distance and time, I'll be waiting
And you can walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
through distance and time, I'll be waiting

oh oh oh
oh oh oh
oh oh oh

I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting
through distance and time
I'll be waiting

You are always on my mind
all I do is count the days
where are you now?

looking into confusion

here i am looking into confusion. dont worry folks no problems at all=) just want to get your attention. i am queenie, some people call me as nie, nie-nie, kune sometimes with Ho LOLs, queen, and my dad used to call me changkwaynie nah!, i dont why hahahah! i am 19 years old turning 20 this year nearly to say goodbye to my teens life but almost ready to welcome my being as a woman a more matured woman. when you look at me, you would see a true filipina looks or if i may a ‘true pinay beauty’ lol, my skin is a little yellow and a medium fair, black hair, with fuller lips, black eyes and it’s a bit of big haha. i am a short lady 5′0 in height. well i love myself,i am just an ordinary girl you could see in any places you are into. i love reading books, and i used to buy fashion magazine because i love experimenting new trend of makeups=), i love music, but i love dancing more. i am a student nurse and i am graduating this march 2010 so people i must have to congratulate me haha. i dreamt of sometimes i could go travel out of the country because i want to see new environment and i want to feel a new independence from other place..friends i am here and my intention is to share some of my thoughts, and hear your opinions and reaction about it..love you guys muwah to all!