SELF PORTRAIT =)

hey guys good morning! i woke up and ate my breakfast and after that..wooooh here i am,blogging haha! the truth is i am totally bored, i was thinking if my pending interview if it is going to happen, they weren't contacting me again..maybe that means NO? oh my =( and thats sad, meaning that isn't really for me, and i just i have to wait for the board result and then decide if i would get back to school again and take up whether care giver or BS Pharmacy..so whatcha think guys?what's better, or what will suits me the best?need to get an idea here!

so whats next?haha i dont know, can you also give me an idea what to blog here, i want something new to happen, but i guess i ain't that creative today..this blog is still boring i cant even think of how and what to do to make it different from my old blogs..i hate the idea of too girly, because I've grown up!LOL but i want it to look fresh!also want the idea of metallic blog..but how is that?haha hmm maybe i need to unwind first, need to get out of this jail home ( funny) travel, explore.. ..but wait how can i do that, i dont even have a money =(
okay! enough of this! let me share some pics when i get to hang out with my family..

well this picture was taken when i got home from that not sure interview haha!

with my chestnut nails

i hate my eye brows here, sorry i didn't groom it yet

here it was, i went out to buy my aunt her requested stuff..and the payment?? here samsung digicam =)

on the way home, but i dont look tired haha!

and thats it! i told yah..it was entitled SELF PORTRAIT right?haha its all me, the other photos is still on my cam, no time to upload it all for now..i got i little problem on it and i am yet to diagnose! okay ciao!

WHEN SHE CRIES

 

When She Cries


Little girl, terrified
She?d leave her room if only bruises would heal
A home is no place to hide
Her heart is breaking from the pain that she feels

Every day?s the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She wonders why
Does anyone ever hear her when she cries?

Today she?s turning sixteen
Everyone singing but she can?t seem to smile
They never get past arms length
How could they act like everything is alright?

Pulling down her long sleeves
To cover all the memories that scars leave
She says, ?Maybe making me bleed
Will be the answer that could wash the slate clean?
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/britt-nicole-lyrics/when-she-cries-lyrics.html ]

Every day?s the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She wonders why
Does anyone ever hear her when she cries?

This is the dark before the dawn
The storm before the peace
Don?t be afraid ?cause seasons change
And God is watching over you, He hears you

And every day?s the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She?ll be just fine
?Cause I know He hears her when she cries

Every day?s the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She?ll be just fine
?Cause I know He hears her when she cries
She?ll be just fine
?Cause I know He hears her when she cries

future in you

think about it
you and me together
loving each other
aimin at forever

think about it

you and me together

loving each other babee

think about it

you and me together

loving each other

aimin at forever

think about it

you and me together

loving each other babee

now i don't want to scare

baby i just wanna say

the little things you do for me

and the way

your workin towards my last name

i see you babe

said i see you babe

i can see my future in you

no other girl for me will do

got me lookin forward to forever 
cus i can see 

think about it 
you and me together 
lovin each other 
aimin at forever 
think about it 
you and me together 
lovin each other babee 

think about it 
you and me together 
lovin each other 
aimin at forever 
think about it 
you and me together 
lovin each other babee 

now i dont wana rush nothin baby just kno 
when you say your ready to go we'll go 
two kids, a dog, the house and all 
tell me you see it babe