EXCITED FOR LAGUNA!

I'm really bored! I can't wait for another hour sitting here on my office corner! I just want to go home and prep up for our family get away in Laguna. I also want to get my reserved tank top online that was reserved only for me for almost a week! If not because of the rain fall last night and Jp's so lazy mood to go out at the late evening, I would have got and fit it by now! Hmp! Well we'll be getting it before we even find our trip going laguna yipee! If you are confused if I was really working, yes, indeed! It's just that, when you are on a marketing field, as long as there is no marketing strategies, or activities to be implemented, and if there's no meeting and reportorial to send and present to the Mancom, then our work is very light we can really do some of our extra activities to kill the time. I was thinking to request for under time today so I can rest for a while, take a shower before I prepare my things. But since I have heard that our salary will be given in advance today, of course I will let another 6 hours to suffer from butt ache haha! My mother and sister are going with us too! We will be meeting our relatives and they will treat us to a swimming and foodies since the american husband of my cousin is having a vacation here in pinas to spend time with his wife and two beautiful daughters! 

I was actually eye-ing a hot spring with my cousin and sister but learning about how heat can irritate your skin just gives me no reason to try it anymore. Might as well get a massage to have a natural heat from the palm of therapist produce the warmth my body needs to melt down the stress and pressure in my cold blooded bodey! If time would permit, I am also eye-ing enchanted kingdom hehe! I also want to walk around at sta.rosa nuvali, because there's a good place there for shopping lovers and food and park lovers. Sadly, we only have one whole saturday and a half day on sunday to make it all through! Well it's fine with me because I am more after my cutie nieces! I'm so excited to see keira, sam, and lucas! They are my heart and soul! They are my angels ;) And of course, I can't even wait to see my lola celia, tita risa, tito patrick and ate mabel and of course the vacationist.... the PAKS!!! I'm readying myself for another nose bleed (maybe internal bleeding) for the rest of this weekend. They might leave me again to talk to paks for like,,forever??!!! Aww the perks of feeling good and smart in english lol. 2 days will be very challenging for my barok and wrong grammar communication skills wihihi! Oh well it's still and will be a fun experience especially if spend well with the family, agree?

The face of excited gal hehe!

MY THOUGHTS AROUND THAT SURROUNDS

Hello there mob people!!! How are days passing by? Mine is a manic one. Like there's a lot of highs and lows. Sort of the usual life balance in which we encounter everyday. My weeks were much overwhelming as there was a lot to think with. Jp and I encountered a news that really weakened us. Of course we don't have much choice but to embrace that, reality bites, and that it could happen to anyone. But came the sad news was my good news, I'm sensing good thing at my work and I could not thank God enough for entrusting me to a very kind and respective company. As we are still wounded by the sad news, we are now receiving a, how can I say this, blessings? (a blessing of an opportunity to emphasized what I meant) and we are now on the verge of deciding, what is really good and will be better for us? I now realized how hard it is to my parents to be the decision maker to make sure everything would be okay. That you must have foresight of the future, and that you must be doing all things possible as early as now, as young as you are to prepare yourself of the unforeseen trials and experiences future may throw at you. I am known by my super aggressive guts-follower-attitude. That even my parents can't force me back. This is who I am, this is what I have made.

Today morning, I have received a very important message from Urbantimes, I had read, had seen and had heard about this known magazine and word press globally. And now, they wanted me to write an article for them! It's something I didn't expect! I was dreaming and was planning to study and pursue journalism to be a professional writer of my times. And now without a word, I am getting it! How great my Lord is to have felt and have seen what's in my heart and give it into days I least expect it. Despite chaos in my surroundings and situations, my God made sure I have one sure straight to lean on.

                     ---------then here goes the writer's block---------

(DIY) HOME BEAUTY REMEDY

Hi as promised I will be blogging about my beauty regimen that I did last weekend. My apologies for long waiting as I was having an issue with regard to my husband's laptop. Its kind of frustrating because I didn't know my usb and phone got I virus from my stupid computer at the office :(. Jp had to fix and repair it for me first before I was able to use it. Unfortunately, it was so slow (turtle could have been faster) it would take forever to upload photos and videos! Thankfully, android phone nowadays is very accessible into anything! So my beloved folks, yeah im blogging on my android phone at this very moment and it's so amazing! It's faster and very much cool to type and use for my itchy fingers. You know my love for writings right :)

On the way side, this blog post is really for my DIY beauty routine using my own available resources at home :). It's best to make your own beauty remedy than just buy products that you weren't sure enough of safety or harmful chemicals it has. Atleast this home made skin care routine is 100% safe and safer! Since you will be able to know and choose your own recipes. How great is that?!

So to start off, here is what you will need:

a. Rice flour

b. Cetaphil moisturizing cleanser/or any oil of your choice will do (olive oil is a better alternative though).

 c. Grean tea leaves

d. Green tea extract

 e. Spoonful of tap water

f. Your night time moisturizer of choice

How to:

First, mix the rice flour and the oil of your choice in a mixture. Next, pour in the green tea extract then mix. Once mixed, you would notice thickness, that's when you need to pour the spoonful of water. If the viscosity is still felt, add more oil( cetaphil is my much preferred option because it's known for hypoallergenic content).

 This is how it looks like:

This was how it looked like. It felt very cool on my skin. The scrubbing content (which is the green tea leaves) are so gentle you wouldn't think of any pain. The cetaphil makes it easy to ladder on. And the right viscosity of rice flour was making a feel of tightness on your pores. I swear it was such an amazing way to pamper!!

My choice of night time moisturizer

 Make sure that you clean your face first before doing this beauty routine. After scrubbing your face,wash it with cool water and pat it dry. Put on your night time moisturizer and tadah! You're done! Sounds easy?  Heaven yeah! What do you think of this? Please share your thoughts and recommendations, I would love to hear your side! Be always lovely in and out ladies!!!

HOME BEAUTY REMEDY

I was thinking what could be the best thing I can post that will steal not just the interest of my readers, but also of myself. I personally want to make this blog be as informative as it can be to be able to give the time of those who read a little worth. As I browsed the net and as I contemplated on my personal needs, I've come across this site that offers a lot of blog writers that posts mostly of DIY (do-it-yourself) workshop at their home, using their household resources, it's been spreading to most of blog beauties now here and abroad and thought to myself "why not give it a try"?? I will also make my own recipes that is and will suits my skin's need. Are you a person with a naturally oil skin (or face) and is scared of putting on moisturizer on a daily basis because it might produce more oil and makes you look a thousand times oilier than you already are? Oh my G me too!!!!!! So last weekend I've tried my limited resources at my almost empty kitchen pantry and decided to make something out my own creation :). It was so easy you will be able to follow it with ease and maybe you will come up with a better version of yours that is also worth sharing. I am open to any suggestions and recommendations :). I love learning new trivia's in science that specifically explains about all the healing and goodness of physical body. Obviously it attracts me if there's a scientific facts before I go with the new information about physical health and well being, I am nurse remember?? hehe

So there, since I am at the office now and have forgotten my usb connector, I won't be able to post the I photos I have taken to make you see and believe that I absolutely and personally tried it on myself before I braved sharing my DIY beauty remedy at home. Just stay tuned for more hulabira of my beauty health and remedies that need not to be expensive yet, will give you the luxury to pamper yourself without spending out too much from your payday!!! Relaxing doesn't have to cost much yeah?? I hear you!!!!

This course of beauty remedies is only to have yourself pampered. It still best to cleanse our mind, heart, and spirit of holiness and gracefulness that comes only from our mighty God. Remember: it's best to keep the beauty that comes from within :)

Weeeeh! I'm excited :D Aren't you?

SATURDAY.SUNDAY.TUESDAY.

What happened on my days of Saturday, Sunday and Tuesday?? Here let me narrate my simple story.

SATURDAY

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My left side of brain (I want to use the term "brain" so don't mention lol) ached really bad through out the day!  It started when I woke up and I felt the discomfort over my eye socket. Blame my stubborn behavior to read at a very dark room for the past days and using only the reflection of open television and phone to light the magazines I got from our canteen cook last week so I can read them ! I was born hating the over lighted places. I don't want my room to be too bright, I preferred it to be dark instead, hence my reading for so many nights only to suffer on my weeks off of head ache! Gladly, I have my beau to take good care of me, hence my opportunity to stay at bed for the whole day. 

SUNDAY

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My sunday was just about the same. The minor difference was, it's my right side of the head that is painful! The same scenario had happened although when I woke up, I could feel that the ache is gone and I was feeling relieved! Came my opportunistic behavior, I read again my magazines because I just have too many I can't wait to read them all at the same time! Then came we were in church, we were asked to approach our cell group wherein they had to distribute a manual and discuss about it, its a manual in which could help us practice our faith and living our daily lives devoting to God. Of course I had to read it, and boom! There it was, I felt for the second time the discomfort on my eye socket, but now it's on the right side. When we were about to go home I knew that it would get worst, and came after lunch, it really worsened. It was very destructive since I couldn't do anything important for my weekend! And how painful it became is beyond me. Came late midnight it was getting worst than I could ever imagined! Jp was noticeably worried and anxious because I was already crying in pain. I took two advil capsules already, but its of no effect. Jp were insisting that we go to nearby hospital to have a check up. He wanted to buy me a new brand of mefenamic acid to ease the pain, but I refused because as a nurse, I know that the cause of  low effectiveness of my two taken meds was my stomach's inability to digest it. I could feel the discomfort as well in my stomach, I know that I was also suffering from hyper-acidity and it causing GERD (gastro esophageal reflux disorder) that lead me to having the urge to puke the meds at any moment. Jp held his helping hand to give me comfort by massaging my head and back so the pain would be somehow lessened. And he had read aloud a chapter in a bible like he was telling a tale of story to a young kid. Such a sweet husband of mine. And eventually, I fell asleep and I woke up monday feeling all so well :), like nothing happened. I know I was healed because when everything is made and we had no one and had nothing to turn into anymore, we turned to God almighty and asked for his powerful healing to come into us. And then I was healed :) Such a powerful love of our father up there!

TUESDAY

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Yesterday, my head did not ache so don't worry haha! Its actually an ordinary, plain, usual slow paced day at the office, cramming out to finish all the reports that needs to present to our mancom. Grateful that we have tackled everything in order. My issue yesterday had more to do with the weather, surely I love rainy days than the super scorching hot sunny days! But when it hassles you out getting home or getting somewhere you were supposed to be and be trapped inside the car tip toeing if it's best to brave the flood blocking our way out,or let yourself wet and shaking inside the air conditioned vehicle and wait. Added that my phone was dangerously on 1% power battery! Outside the roblou market was a total chaos. People were cramming, giant vehicles were trapping more the ways. Motorcycle driver were having issues braving the flood since it's almost a waist deep in level. My shoes were totally damp and I needed to remove my feet out and let it dry. I forgot to bring an umbrella with me since I was complacent that day because the sun was shining so bright early morning you wouldn't thought of the storm. Well, that's the part where I felt really stupid, because in a world like this, I must have expect the unexpected. We're living in a world where global warming and climate change all over the countries were happening. It's unpredictable so I must have been ready, prepared, and always alert, therefore I would have avoided getting soaked from head to toe and had contacted right away my husband who was so blessed to sheltered himself in new life church (where we attend church service every sunday) for a while that's luckily open that night since the key to our apartment was with me and he had no way of getting in there! See??? I'm completely wreckless! I wasn't anymore aware of the time I went home, all I knew was I'm home and with Jp and that we're both safe. And I was so blessed to have had my office mates that turned the almost bad day into a fun moments. When things goes out of control, just inject a little bit of fun and your perspective in your situation will suddenly change into a positive and sometimes euphoric ones :) Just like what my colleagues and I did!

And there you have it. My three challenging days! Well, for me that was already challenging. You, do you have any challenging moments like soaking in the rain, being physically ill, being trapped somewhere because of  storm and flood or anything that makes you thank God you were completely safe and kicking???? Share it to me and let's talk about it :)

MY POST THAT FILLED WITH RANTS

Hi Everyone! I have been on a hibernate mode for a couple of days now. I can't really find time for it because of work demand. And now, since I'm done with my task and were only waiting to head in Laguna at late lunch to meet with our agents there, I am getting a chance to sneak around and type my whereabouts. My work don''t really demand too much time, even my sleep isn't so deprived since I could sleep 7-8 hours depending on my ability to fall asleep easily at night. But my time physiologically and emotionally does not permit me to do so. If you know how it is to feel deprived of so many things that it drained your energy to be able to move and do another things aside from important errands in a day. Anyway, in spite me experiencing this anxiety of the unknown, I still need to move with the flow and let my physical energy do all the talking! I would wake up in the morning, pray before I get up, take a shower, primp up office attire, wait for my husband and head to work. When at work, since I usually don't eat breakfast at home, I would reserved from our canteen and eat while working. At the end of doing all my tasks for the day, I then take a break and read articles I like. I would navigate the net and look for something that would steal my interest. And then I would sneak around to view my smart phone and automatically visit my facebook page to see faces and posts of people who doesn't have anything important to do in their lives  that they just have to be whole day online! I swear to heaven I could almost memorize names of many from my fb acquaintances who work full time in facebook lol. Though, I don't have anything against them, it just of course making me snide a little for hey, here I am busy bee and does not have social life, and you people is socializing full time!!!! That's unfair you know. (lol) Well back to my rants, after checking my phone for any magic of people who would remember to hit me up and ask how I am and to catch up with me, I would then put my phone down and back to business at the office. Will then make myself busy and productive because I am waiting for my regularization. I wish I will get that. Maybe it is one of the many reasons that I get anxious about. Add that its my last month of contract. Although they let me get a uniform of my own and hearing I have already a rice subsidy, I wish I could still hear and see it from a new contract that I really am have a job for as long as I want and for as long as I will perform their expected standards of work. One more thing that puts me unease was this saving I was trying to stick with. Jp and I needs to save for upcoming weekend trip this third week of September in Laguna (again) with my relatives, and also to provide important things we badly need to stuff our home so it will be more convenient and comfortable for us to stay in our apartment. We also have to save in advance our payment for the apartment. So as you can see I'm moderately anxious of all the billings on hand! Maybe because I've been only doing this for two months and it's really overwhelming! Life is not the same anymore, and life is not like bread and butter for real. And I need to stand and don't hold back because I know it will spruce up my ability to fight all the trials the life has to throw me :). I will smile this predicaments off and just savor every experiences God has blessed me. I know he have prepared the perfect feast for me and he will reward those who wait patiently and love him abundantly even without God almighty answering yet any of my hearts desire. I strongly believe that my concerns today won't take long, it will reach its end and I will have my happy bubble back. I am not sad, I'm just really weary and anxious of the unknown. So that, I have 2 hours to sit back and relax before I grind in Laguna later! Oh gosh what time will I be home tonight?? I wish traffic in Manila won't hit us on our way home. So this, my post, are consist of my complaints. I know you wouldn't consider reading a writings that's full of rants like these, but this is how I feel guys, I think I need your friendly lullaby at this very moment. Thanks for listening though.. I hope you are feeling very well my friend! Let's think happy thoughts shall we?? God bless us all!

I've been eyeing this book since my eyes lay upon its title from my site in 20sb.net. I knew I just have to have it and I have to read it! Will be waiting for my early bird santa clause to hide it under our little Christmas tree (although we don't have one yet, maybe I need to buy now so Mr.santa won't have excuses not to deliver my gift!)

BORED!!!!

Hello. This afternoon was really bored and dull. Trying to figure out what I can do, I am irritated, easily annoyed and everything that concerns negativity, I feel that. I've been thinking of good things to do while I have my last day of weekend so I can have fun without spending out even a cent of money because I'm trying to save. One thing that really puts me to this shortcomings now is that, our means if living seem to gone off right quick even without buying anything. I think its because of my too much expenses for the food?? That seem to be the only thing I tend to spend my money out so far. So anyway, there, reasons that despite me super bored, I just need to resist this temptation! I know I can do this, I could just hear someone whispering on my left that going to mall now would be the best thing to flash away my down moments like now. I've been counting my blessings so to really help me refuse any excuses to ask for more. Why am I sharing this? To make everyone realize that they are not alone, although sometimes having no one to share my predicaments makes me feel the only one on the situation and I would feel...Abnormal (lol I kid!) So to ease this dead bull day, might as well fight it off and just make my free style :)

Life full of surprises, life full of dullness
Life that boasts all the promises, consider it the gun
Life that attacks you with pain, consider it a bullet

Sin can be deceitful yet drowning you with satisfaction
Sin is love, love that turned ocean to fire, rocks to dust
Sin is a spirit of conscience, until broken, then its a crime

Blowing the senses in the wind away away please, take me away.... (oh well im a bad bad free styler haha feeling lang sorry!)