Since I cannot commit myself to blog on a daily basis, I
basically jot down my random thoughts in my journal and notepad on smartphone.
I missed blogging so much but there seem to be a thing that I want to do. I
want to change the course of my blog and what I post on it. Basically, I am fond of Christian blog posts now and wanting to re-create a blog that also
consist of God’s wisdom, teachings, and promises. I hope I can find time and
effort to start doing this this year. I will be a stay home mother starting on
September 26 since it would be the start of my 2 months maternity leave. I
think there will be a time in between that I can use to freely devote myself
into reading my bible, reflect on it, do my devotion and share it on my blog
and other social network sites. I am excited, yet nervous and scared since, I
am not a well versed kind of person particularly on connecting verses from old
and New Testament. I don’t know if I will inspire people, or it will cause
discrimination and criticism. Maybe I will need to read and study a lot first in
this regard so that I will be able to explain God’s wisdom perfectly without
being biased by my own opinions and belief. I want it to be purely about how he
proves to change someone’s life in humanity chooses to follow him and submit their
lives in him.
I have a major problem though, it always gets the best of me
and that’s the reason I could not commit in writing a post regularly. I have this
very random mind, that I basically just want to write it out and then go to
another topic and then leave, and make another one. I have inconsistencies and
it usually hinders me to finish a thing or two in terms of blogging. Not a good
habit if I want to excel on this area right? I need more inspiration, and
motivation. I need guidelines on how to construct a good and inspiring blog
post so that readers will have a fun time reading them. I want a writing that
will give reader a constant reminder of my blog to inspire them on their daily
living.
I am merely an imperfect human being. I am still finding my
way to get closer to God. I am still searching for that inner encouragement of
my spiritual being to submit wholly to our almighty. I am not the best
worshipper, nor am I the best Christian to disciple and evangelize other people
who need it. But I just want to be that kind of person, and I know God wants me
to be that kind of person too, I know that having to think this way is his way
of pushing me closer in his world of divinity and I know he will be by my side
all the way to reach the best of my maturity in Christian life.
So to give you an exact view of people and things that got me pursuing writing inspirational and spiritual post for this blog, please see links below:
RICA PERALEJO BLOG
ms. rica peralejo bonifacio. Her life is very inspiring, and at some point, I
could relate on how she made her way into knowing Christ, although mine was not
as tragic as anyone would have think it is haha
JOSEPH BONIFACIO BLOG joseph bonifacio. ms rica’s husband and a pastor at victory ministry. I’ve been reading his blog recently and amazed on how well educated he is and how he integrates God’s wisdom in everyday hustles and bustles of life!
THE DAILY INSPIRATION-status update on facebook that I am currently following. It’s very motivational especially when you are too exhausted to start a day.
HILLSONG ALBUM- Jp’s parents play it on in full blast every morning! And Jp and I got all the songs downloaded on our personal smartphones J
DAILY DEVOTIONALS APP- an application which have updated stories and lessons with its corresponding bible verses you can ponder up on. Jp and I use it every night before we sleep. We make bed time our schedule for couple’s daily devotions and prayers, and we also have our individual devotions, which is something we don’t really talk about with other people unless necessary hehe.
SUNDAY SERVICE- Jp and I vowed to always attend Sunday service because it’s the only perfect time we can give thanks to God completely along with his whole family, and we also have time to catch up with our young couple’s cell group.
YOUNG COUPLE CELL GROUP- Although we don’t have regular time to meet up outside the church to do more activities and bible studies with the group, I still appreciate how this group have helped me and jp see how normal our encounter of trials and challenges in marriage, and how the same those encounter were to most of them. I’ve also witnessed here how prayers of other people made more powerful to help someone struggling cope up and heal fast spiritually and emotionally. I hope we can find perfect schedules so we can bring back the once in a week catching up with the young couple clan! I will pray for this!
YOUNG ADULT STAFF- I was asked to join a young adult staff
along with my husband. I don’t know if I am capable of handling and sharing my
ideas to help better the community of young professionals, which was the first
cell group I’ve first had. This self-doubt that I experience comes from lack of
knowledge with the bible verses, lack of integration in the Christian ministry,
lack of necessary courses in which someone must accomplish before they could handle
such group, and my personal lack of God’s wisdom and maybe even lack of
application of those wisdom in my personal life. But I am praying that God will
change my heart and my mind so that I can fill it up with confidence and
conviction to make it!
