WHEN SHE CRIES

 

When She Cries


Little girl, terrified
She?d leave her room if only bruises would heal
A home is no place to hide
Her heart is breaking from the pain that she feels

Every day?s the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She wonders why
Does anyone ever hear her when she cries?

Today she?s turning sixteen
Everyone singing but she can?t seem to smile
They never get past arms length
How could they act like everything is alright?

Pulling down her long sleeves
To cover all the memories that scars leave
She says, ?Maybe making me bleed
Will be the answer that could wash the slate clean?
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/britt-nicole-lyrics/when-she-cries-lyrics.html ]

Every day?s the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She wonders why
Does anyone ever hear her when she cries?

This is the dark before the dawn
The storm before the peace
Don?t be afraid ?cause seasons change
And God is watching over you, He hears you

And every day?s the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She?ll be just fine
?Cause I know He hears her when she cries

Every day?s the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She?ll be just fine
?Cause I know He hears her when she cries
She?ll be just fine
?Cause I know He hears her when she cries

future in you

think about it
you and me together
loving each other
aimin at forever

think about it

you and me together

loving each other babee

think about it

you and me together

loving each other

aimin at forever

think about it

you and me together

loving each other babee

now i don't want to scare

baby i just wanna say

the little things you do for me

and the way

your workin towards my last name

i see you babe

said i see you babe

i can see my future in you

no other girl for me will do

got me lookin forward to forever 
cus i can see 

think about it 
you and me together 
lovin each other 
aimin at forever 
think about it 
you and me together 
lovin each other babee 

think about it 
you and me together 
lovin each other 
aimin at forever 
think about it 
you and me together 
lovin each other babee 

now i dont wana rush nothin baby just kno 
when you say your ready to go we'll go 
two kids, a dog, the house and all 
tell me you see it babe 

MY GOOD BYE

yes! its a good bye..a happy goodbye to my blog or you all known for sure as "my world" yeah i am saying goodbye because i think i needed to, i posted a lot about my personal stuffs in life especially those that are sad, and i don't think it has a good effect to those who read it . some got affected, some judged me, too many people asked me about it, some made a gossip. and ashamed of admitting it, i realized i was so wrong putting here my problem which i really really wanted to keep to myself and to the person involved at it, and by posting some kind of sh*t like that makes it more visible to people and make an assumption. i knew its too late for me to get back all what I'd already been said..i just can't help myself feeling more guilty because too many people who are close to my heart asked about it for they've been too worried about me and i just ended up saying .."thanks for concern but i can't sat it though" and blah blah blah! and  told my heart aches and doesn't accepted any of their kind heart to help..

but this would not be the end of me sharing my story, but i need to get a new place, a new world for me, i need to build a new me, a new Queenie so that i could move on, and all of us could move on..

i would still update those exciting and happy moments of my daily life, and i would still say what i really feel, but maybe i won't be so specific with it, especially when it is something like dramas.. but for now this is what i say i good farewell to my dearest dearest diary, but i have to leave you for good, visiting,seeing you brings back the old memories, often were those sad!

and ..don't worry something new is coming, something new about me! more fierce and jolly ..just wait =)

but for now thanks and i hope you enjoy your stay =)