TO MY JOHN PAUL

My Facebook Cover btw :) Will be my wedding caption someday.... .

lol! Sorry for using your whole name, it just feel like, it would fit my made letter for you. hehe! And the sound of your name really makes me quiver y'know! It's as if, the sound of it was very you. And it makes me feel you're mine. And calling you John Paul is very romantic, or I don't know! Maybe it's just me, because I am in love with you :D

Well anyways here it goes. My dedication of love on our seven (7) month anniversary!

 Let me just start off by saying I love you and I'm happy that I found you in this world. Out of every billion of guys out here you are truly the only one that's half of me, I won't stop till I have all of you and you have all me. I love when you kiss my nose and when you hold me so tight, when we lay next each other like we won't ever lay together again. I promise to cherish every second with you never lie or keep anything from you, the good nor the bad because you deserve to know everything. I will never cheat on you I will keep it faithful and have faith in us. As long as you stay here by my side I'll show you how it feels to have a real woman by your side, cause real ladies can never be stolen by any other guy if she's already cuffed by a guy she loves. you're my best friend, honey, mahal, boyfriend, fiancé, and heart. As long as we have trust and love it will always be us, if you feel like we've changed I'll just bring our first conversation up our first picture our first date and kiss then remind you of how we were. I love you honey and I will never leave your side I accept every bit of you, your perfection and imperfection. Not every one is perfect but you're a 'p e r f e c t' fit for me.

Loves you warmly,

Queenie ;)

SEGA :)

Before we head home at Green Ridge Village (where I originally live), I along with my sweet heart (lol cheesy ng tawag eh!) dine out first at Sega Cofi. Would you believe it?? We walked from shopwise to sega that was near the ynares gym already haha! It was dark already so we didn't get sweat and we enjoyed walking while holding each others hand and giving our share of stories within the day :). Simple. Sweet. Romantic. That I can describe the feeling!

We ordered Chicken Cordon Bleu, because I liked the sound of it, and because I don't eat steaks or any red meats that they are mostly available. Jp ordered mixed Sea Food Pasta, that was also my choice haha! (parang wala ka namang choice honey eh :p) And as for my desert was my super favorite Blueberry Cheese Cake! Wow superb! I just found it too sweet compared to Jp's good ol' pasalubongs for me from his work. After we ate, we headed straight at my place and get his borrowed suit from my super handsome brother! We bought some foodies of course for my family. And had a few minutes of conversation before we left and him dropping me at apartment. My life was just like that, you might have thought it's boring. But as for me, I called it peaceful living. And I just loved how it so easy to wake up every morning and lay on bed asleep every night without stress brought by my partner and other outside stuffs. I've been having some mood swings especially this past week, and I had some period of cries and blabbing sad words to Jp. I was just so thankful that Jp is very easy to talk with, and he has been a good listener to me. He manages to find the right words to give to me, and understand whenever I didn't want his opinion sometimes, especially those period that I become so rude on him just because I was so stressed and worried of others things in which, he was not involved naman. He was just so kind to me and I sometimes felt, I don't deserve this guy. But oh well. He loves me and he didn't care whatever maltreatment will I do to him (as per him folks huh!) lol.

Okay! okay! I'll stop, I'm blabbing so much. So there it was a dinner date last December 10, because it was his pay day nyahahaha!

This verse, always reminds me of Jp :) :

'But you, O Lord, are a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness.'Psalm 86:15 

LOVE IN GOD'S DEFINITION

I couldn't thank God enough for giving me an ideal love. I never thought I would have this kind of love that was a God's promise written on this verse. I am happy with the man of my dreams. Despite all the criticism we get from the past. Especially those people who judged us first before even hearing our side. Guys here we are! Look how far we've come! Love keeps us together. God knows our intentions were good and clear. If in any cases someone got hurt. I or we should not be blamed on these. As for me 'All is Fair in Love'. Its the way we accept our destiny that we individuals make for ourselves. We all are human. We all make decisions. And Jp and I decided to keep this love bonded. We made decisions for ourselves. We forced no one to pick and choose who is who, which is which. We just knew that God led us to this relationship because He has good plans for both of us. And I wish that the important people in our lives will support us as we move on to a more serious, deep commitment we might and we will have in the coming days, months, years and so on.

Yes it is hard to follow this simple verse in our certain period of life. But its a big fulfillment when you find out how this simple rule of God about love can change you and your love life. I do believe in heavenly dreams. I do believe in an ideal relationship. As long as we keep our love and kindness alive, relationship will last until the end of time.